Monday, April 6, 2015
Other Blog
I made some posts in my Problems Blog.
I also edited the side to say I will post when I post in other blogs.
I also edited the side to say I will post when I post in other blogs.
The 1st Step
That's only the 1st step. Then, you compare differences with others, after reaching supposed wanted goal. Some people are crazy successful. I do think people discriminate against mixed people, tho.
So, you know what you want and you meet others and should be prepared as what you should know to be who you want.
So, you know what you want and you meet others and should be prepared as what you should know to be who you want.
Being Disliked for Not Being Prepared
It seems as though I was not able to be who I wanted to be and was whittled away by one and by all. Growing up is a critical process in having a human being..
Proof
I want to be famous, maybe, gradually, for some good thing. That would make people mad of jealousy and racism, an excuse of proof.
The reason I don't wanna all at once is cuz I'm afraid of making a bad impression. I want to meet people but don't know how. That's why I'm learning other languages. I do think I'm too old, in a way, for it to be easy and drawn out like learning things in English and topics in America.. which seem to have come naturally from my memory, very mysterious. The child or infant is very receptive, apparently. =o "Education" is a very significant thing. They have talked about that a lot, too, a component of the world that has nothing to do with being famous for things like beautiful music.
The reason I don't wanna all at once is cuz I'm afraid of making a bad impression. I want to meet people but don't know how. That's why I'm learning other languages. I do think I'm too old, in a way, for it to be easy and drawn out like learning things in English and topics in America.. which seem to have come naturally from my memory, very mysterious. The child or infant is very receptive, apparently. =o "Education" is a very significant thing. They have talked about that a lot, too, a component of the world that has nothing to do with being famous for things like beautiful music.
Moreover
Why do people think the purpose in life is to work happily? The fun doesn't come with that one.
The Cold Hard Truth
When will we realize what happened to people who grew up and never really did college, like famous movie stars who seem less glamorous than they make themselves out to be? Everyone else is working now. That was kid stuff, I'm afraid, which in a way I know those people realize.
I hate to imagine the people who did go to a good college and did it out of spite for what other people do.
It's not even true that being famous would be a help in meeting anyone. A lotta people could just flip you off and you'd never meet anyone you wanted to by being famous. Same goes for posting online. People don't find you and don't get in your situation. No one on my Facebook was all that great to me there.
I hate to imagine the people who did go to a good college and did it out of spite for what other people do.
It's not even true that being famous would be a help in meeting anyone. A lotta people could just flip you off and you'd never meet anyone you wanted to by being famous. Same goes for posting online. People don't find you and don't get in your situation. No one on my Facebook was all that great to me there.
Blame
You know when people blame you for things that aren't your fault and snap at you if you make any good of the situation or see any humor in it, like someone else is finding out getting what they deserve? Other people are always onto me getting what I really deserve, when it isn't true.
Update
Another New Blog
I changed one for now, and I am allowed to remake the other one again tomorrow.
I changed one for now, and I am allowed to remake the other one again tomorrow.
Not Given a Chance
So, I didn't get a chance to put on makeup this morning.
What really made me mad was all the black people treating me like I'm some -----. Spanish people did it, too, like they're the one for me. That made me even more mad.. There's something about Italy that I deal with and I'm being psyched to do it. I also find that highly unnecessary.
That's those black people not retaining self-control. By nature, my dad does not ever practice self-control, and we don't really need him around socially to do that.. who would? I just get the same answer, all the time, tho, that I'm bad, without solid enough proof of my nature, whereas before I was good.
I can see why black people have a problem, but it must be embarrassing for other people around to feel weird in that way. I mean, nice people accept everyone, usually. I think in Orlando the rich people have been safe-d away to not care about anyone socially but themselves.
What really made me mad was all the black people treating me like I'm some -----. Spanish people did it, too, like they're the one for me. That made me even more mad.. There's something about Italy that I deal with and I'm being psyched to do it. I also find that highly unnecessary.
That's those black people not retaining self-control. By nature, my dad does not ever practice self-control, and we don't really need him around socially to do that.. who would? I just get the same answer, all the time, tho, that I'm bad, without solid enough proof of my nature, whereas before I was good.
I can see why black people have a problem, but it must be embarrassing for other people around to feel weird in that way. I mean, nice people accept everyone, usually. I think in Orlando the rich people have been safe-d away to not care about anyone socially but themselves.
Not Given a Chance
Other people know it's all about them in the end at any of my expense while I suffer discomfort constantly as my life.
Not Right
I will not be expressing love, in a way, to people who think they need to train me how to act around racist people by never being direct with me and being suggestively quiet when I talk.
Not Given a Chance
I know people automatically round up a person for their race 1st beforehand and then after give them options socially accordingly.
For example, I know Ellen DeGeneres has a certain way of acting. If she talks to someone of a certain race, she'll distribute different rules socially to them, not to mention treating you like you can do whatever you want only if you're young enough to have been born when she was about 40 years old.. It certainly rubs off that way in the after effect, including that it's up to them to make the best of their lives and therein how this experience goes. About her and race, later on, things will come up, and you'll be naturally discluded for any part of you that isn't all white.
I caught some people annoyed on my jog today. I know they got away with it by just acting like it's their right to be racist to me. They make some mean racist gesture as I walk past. It's their letting go of their feelings, their failure to control themselves while they pay attention to my own self-control, all staring me down in a worthless manner. This only tells me everyone lets down their good behavior, even those nice rich people, who people have to be very careful and supportive around, rather than them having to control and regiment themselves, supposedly because they do so much to make themselves so attractive, that they get to have help to keep it that way. I was made to look worse and worse when I came here. My ears and feet grew and so did my earlobes.
For example, I know Ellen DeGeneres has a certain way of acting. If she talks to someone of a certain race, she'll distribute different rules socially to them, not to mention treating you like you can do whatever you want only if you're young enough to have been born when she was about 40 years old.. It certainly rubs off that way in the after effect, including that it's up to them to make the best of their lives and therein how this experience goes. About her and race, later on, things will come up, and you'll be naturally discluded for any part of you that isn't all white.
I caught some people annoyed on my jog today. I know they got away with it by just acting like it's their right to be racist to me. They make some mean racist gesture as I walk past. It's their letting go of their feelings, their failure to control themselves while they pay attention to my own self-control, all staring me down in a worthless manner. This only tells me everyone lets down their good behavior, even those nice rich people, who people have to be very careful and supportive around, rather than them having to control and regiment themselves, supposedly because they do so much to make themselves so attractive, that they get to have help to keep it that way. I was made to look worse and worse when I came here. My ears and feet grew and so did my earlobes.
Sunday, April 5, 2015
What People Don't Want
I feel that people don't want me to have a special attitude just because I am not all white racially.
The funny thing to notice, too, is that other people feel they can't have an attitude, as well, then, even if they are white, cuz it was silly to have to put someone down for their race, to need to go out and do that.
The funny thing to notice, too, is that other people feel they can't have an attitude, as well, then, even if they are white, cuz it was silly to have to put someone down for their race, to need to go out and do that.
Everybody's Special
See the good in all things. Why isn't everyone special? You can't get that everyone is special? Just because people are alive they need to be treated well, and we are not all dead.
Apology
Of course I'm sorry if you didn't like when I said, "Oh no," while I was still doing homework when my dad came home.
Same for if Ellen DeGeneres has a thing about curse words.
Same for if Ellen DeGeneres has a thing about curse words.
Things That Matter
If nothing matters, then you surely must be able to get what you want without feeling like something's funny..
Who Am I? Well..
I am not stupid and lazy. I just say unusual things. I don't try to start a fight attacking someone!
Saturday, April 4, 2015
A Legit Question
Would a full blood well fledged European rather cross with a black person from their homeland in Africa or a white American?
Victoria Jackson - Miami, FL, born 1959
SNL 1987 (song halfway thru, takes awhile to load, might need to reload)
She looks a lot like Ellen DeGeneres. Ellen DeGeneres is also from the very South, New Orleans.
She looks a lot like Ellen DeGeneres. Ellen DeGeneres is also from the very South, New Orleans.
I'll Save You!
I noticed when I think of not thinking of something I think of it, and that thing is about being mad. So, when you are really mad and don't mean to think it, some nasty thought, it will come tho you didn't do it deliberately!
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