Not Given a Chance

I know people automatically round up a person for their race 1st beforehand and then after give them options socially accordingly.

For example, I know Ellen DeGeneres has a certain way of acting.  If she talks to someone of a certain race, she'll distribute different rules socially to them, not to mention treating you like you can do whatever you want only if you're young enough to have been born when she was about 40 years old..  It certainly rubs off that way in the after effect, including that it's up to them to make the best of their lives and therein how this experience goes.  About her and race, later on, things will come up, and you'll be naturally discluded for any part of you that isn't all white.

I caught some people annoyed on my jog today. I know they got away with it by just acting like it's their right to be racist to me.  They make some mean racist gesture as I walk past.  It's their letting go of their feelings, their failure to control themselves while they pay attention to my own self-control, all staring me down in a worthless manner.  This only tells me everyone lets down their good behavior, even those nice rich people, who people have to be very careful and supportive around, rather than them having to control and regiment themselves, supposedly because they do so much to make themselves so attractive, that they get to have help to keep it that way.  I was made to look worse and worse when I came here.  My ears and feet grew and so did my earlobes.