Proof

I want to be famous, maybe, gradually, for some good thing.  That would make people mad of jealousy and racism, an excuse of proof.

The reason I don't wanna all at once is cuz I'm afraid of making a bad impression.  I want to meet people but don't know how.  That's why I'm learning other languages.  I do think I'm too old, in a way, for it to be easy and drawn out like learning things in English and topics in America.. which seem to have come naturally from my memory, very mysterious.  The child or infant is very receptive, apparently.  =o  "Education" is a very significant thing.  They have talked about that a lot, too, a component of the world that has nothing to do with being famous for things like beautiful music.